Quality.

Benny's looking for a "real" girlfriend. Apparently I don't count, because I was too upfront about wanting sex, thus making me not appear to be a "quality" woman. He actually used that word.

I can't object to him seeking another partner, but I can't believe his fucking Madonna/whore complex. He seems to believe that a woman has to withhold sex (and then, once she finally cracks, withhold kinky sex) to be quality. Which I don't understand, because he's got a ridiculous sex drive and is extremely kinky. So what does he want?

A woman with a geniune low libido? She'd drive him nuts. I can't imagine him being happy in an exclusive relationship with someone who will never, ever fuck him the way he wants.

A woman with a high libido who plays games and pretends she doesn't want it? Sounds healthy. I guess this is what I'm supposed to do, but dammit, why? If I want what you've got and vice versa, why does it enhance my quality to make you jump through hoops?

And I notice that he thinks he's quality because he's got a good education and a successful job, even though, shit, he gave it up on the first date! Why doesn't doing that invalidate him as a person?


I'm mad at Benny. And I'm going to fuck him anyway. I guess that really is low-quality. Maybe we can do a scene where I tie him down, strip, tease him to erection, and then very slowly and loudly explain sex-positive feminism to his stupid face.